What do you do, when you see someone that you love and care about, who is making not just bad decisions, but horrible decisions? What do you do when you try to be loving, caring, supporting, and honest, but in return you get lies, deceit, and negative comments about your sincere efforts? What do you do when you get to the point where you're tired of the drama, being lied to, and you just want to give up? Quit pushing, quit making the effort, not because you don't love that person, but because you're just flat out tired of all the crap. Because this is the point that I am at. I feel like looking at this person and saying, "you want to screw your life up? Fine go ahead. The decisions you're making are going to take you to a place you don't want to go. All of those goals you used to have? Well, the way you're headed, there's no way you're gonna meet those goals."
Is feeling like this wrong?
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- Amanda Johnson
- Amanda
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Got married May 13, 2011 in the LDS temple
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It's natural to feel that way. Don't work yourself up too much because you are obviously trying your hardest to do what's right in this situation. Pray for comfort, maybe get a blessing, meditation helps if you have the time to sit in a pitch black room for an hour listening to a fan hum....If you need a hug I offer a hug giving service on the side. It doesn't bring in much money, but it makes me feel good and sometimes a little dirty. Darn hobos.
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